Should have trusted the feeling.
The one that gave the real truth with only the changing air as evidence of wrong doing. Denial was in my mind. No person with years of trust would cut for the blood of a person that was like a brother. That is what my mind would say. Was so completely wrong. Question the reasons that made him change. Was it envy, jealousy of fortune that was earned through work? Nothing is given in this jaded world. I may never tell what I know to the last blood brother. Will have an open weary eye and try a slow forgiveness from feeling the strike of a Betrayer's Sword. June 24, 2018 © Andrew Scott - Just A Maritime Boy 2018
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Am appealing to your gentle side
as your strikes to the living are creating anger and outrage to those of us amongst the living. Not positive of what you are attempting to do with your efforts but to bring u loss and sorrow. Your victims are so young and full of potential. The bricks of our future crumbled to blowing dust. The lessons you are trying to teach have been now engrained. Fear who may be next at an unexpected time. The power and sorrow that you yield is intense. You are taking pieces of us all as your venom is dealt. We appeal to you, Goddess of Death. Let us heal. February 19, 2018 © Andrew Scott - Just A Maritime Boy 2018 Could feel the eyes staring at me
through the tattered windows of the beat up homes as I walked the rotted road that held this Shantytown built on the outskirts of a tourist town. It was like walking through a deserted ghost town with all the quiet air that was filling the sky. I came here to learn of my family beginning as this was where my ancestors lived and raised their own. Would not be here out of curiosity if my own family would speak of their home however when questions are asked, all members lips tighten. As I walk along this stretch I see beaten, old homes that the weather has not been kind to. Off to the right is a swampland I have overheard other call the Bog. I can see the tops of torn tents where I heard folks of another colour may have been exiled too. I was hoping that was not true but I can see where it may have been. Realize I may never fully know about the folklore feel about this place. The doors to those times may never be open to me. The ground I walk on, it seems, will never let me know as more doors creak close, the hidden secrets of this Shantytown. April 9, 2018 © Andrew Scott – Just A Maritime Boy 2018 Seems the day is crumbling
before the sunrise even starts and the motivational coffee is brewed. Smiling perseverance to hold the glow of believing in the kind goodness. Walking to a destination not sure now of arrival due to unexpected barricades that may end it all. Chipper steps need to be taken to sit comfortably and breath in the air of delight. Being led down a road by other's greedy agendas just to make a living where family exists not knowing when it may seize to being. The worries of the home collapsing from the hidden lives of the unpredictable young. Still there is love in the hugs and kisses good night. As we lay in bed after and go to sleep at the end of each peaceful night we dream in celebration as another day was survived. March 25, 2018 © Andrew Scott - Just A Maritime Boy 2018 Came across the blue, four door
in a parking garage on the east side. The bottom was starting to rust out and a grime dirt covered the rest. The car looked like it had been there for many seasons, good and bad. The back right window was broken. The parking garage sheltered the elements from getting through the window. Inside I saw a battered bag with a bit of clothes sticking out. A sleeping bag covered in worn dirt in a cluttered back seat. Empty cans and torn food bags littered the front of the car, decorated with tipped over cups. the realization that this car was someone's home came over me and through a broken window their every day life was being told. Walking away, I thought to self I had invaded a person at their weakest and took their struggles fore granted. Humbling life lesson learned though and unrepairable, broken window. January 24, 2018 © Andrew Scott - Just A Maritime Boy 2018 I am that dark figure
standing alone on the outside, watching the people tear it down, burning all they have built. Turning back the human race to the savage time of centuries ago. I was there in 1969 when the Irish city of Belfast turned into a destructive time. Filled with the heart of violence the healing never happened, leading to anger and hate that filled the ever-hanging cloud for decades of bombings and killings. In the Canadian city of Oka, I stood on the land that was being protected by the Indigenous Mohawk tribe and the boys in blue and the boys in camouflage green. Guiding the aimed bullets of pain to the one symbol of no tomorrow that was added to the burial ground. As the National Guard lined up in Kent State to silence the war protesting voices echoing in Ohio. I sat perched nearby about to change life in the seventies. The guns were to be fired overhead, the aim off, killing four but taking so much more. I was there for it all. Pulling the strings of destruction, adding to the screams of the land over the mist of decay and fire. I linger and go to the next town to leave my mark unseen. No one sees this angel and no one ever will. January 15, 2018 © Andrew Scott - Just A Maritime Boy 2018 This animal can feel it brewing
it is almost time for hoarding A harsh winter is coming so this body will not fear starving food is a must during the sheltering This animal can feel it brewing Have to slow the breathing turn off the busy mind’s thinking A harsh winter is coming how long the change will be is depending on the air and what it is hiding This animal can feel it brewing there will be pillaging for the supplies for sleeping A harsh winter is coming to get for all that is needed for surviving during the lost months of hibernating This animal can feel it brewing A harsh winter is coming September 21, 2017 © Andrew Scott – Just A Maritime Boy 2017 They are piling up, row by row,
in the lost, confused people’s hearts. The cold bodies that will never be warm. Missing people, mysteriously disappeared without a trail of when or where. Families went looking all alone. Minorities that no one else seemed to care about as desperation combed dirty streets and thick woods. People of power stayed away, filing the missing persons in a random, crumbled paper pile. Not helping ones they deemed less deserving than others for help. Wet, soiled grounds absorbing the unfound dead, cold bodies while mothers and fathers feel helpless waiting for news they will never receive. December 4, 2017 © Andrew Scott – Just A Maritime Boy 2017 |
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